conflicted.. affected... or afflicted?

i wanted to tell you the truth friend but i don't know how or where to start. :( should i just let you find out for yourself? or maybe you already knew, i really don't know.


i wish i could tell you to stop hoping. i wish i could tell you to stop wishing but i don't know how tell you that the person you're wishing for, the person you love is interested with someone else. has set loving eyes to someone else. and have shared deeper relationship with that person. i wanted to tell you in a way that you will not be hurt, but i don't know how.


forgive me friend. i love you but i really don't know how to tell you about it all.



i just hope he'd be man enough to stand for what they have, what they've shared. be man enough to be your friend. be man enough to tell you the truth.