love

if love is such a great thing then why are there are there hearts broken?

why do tears fall?

and why am I so much in pain?

why do I feel alone even if he is just beside me?

was love design to hurt stupid hearts and give false hope?

if that's love, then darn I'd rather be without it!

conflicted.. affected... or afflicted?

i wanted to tell you the truth friend but i don't know how or where to start. :( should i just let you find out for yourself? or maybe you already knew, i really don't know.


i wish i could tell you to stop hoping. i wish i could tell you to stop wishing but i don't know how tell you that the person you're wishing for, the person you love is interested with someone else. has set loving eyes to someone else. and have shared deeper relationship with that person. i wanted to tell you in a way that you will not be hurt, but i don't know how.


forgive me friend. i love you but i really don't know how to tell you about it all.



i just hope he'd be man enough to stand for what they have, what they've shared. be man enough to be your friend. be man enough to tell you the truth.

She Won't Understand

Am I boring you out?
Am I disturbing your pace?
Did I break anything on you
That would drip down your sail?
Did I trouble your life?
Did I make you aware?
You've said you know it all
And I do hope you are right

I'll write all the things you are today
And it won't be easy cause it will bother your way

I'm sorry for caring for you
I'm sorry
And it hurts falling for you

She won't understand
She puts her mind on what she knows
She won't know anything
She won't know everything

You are breaking me out
You don't have a chance too see
Your words tear a thousand pieces
And it falls all over me
Can we make up for it?
You wont make up for me
You go on your way
And listen to things that you want to here

I'll write all the things you are today
But it won't be easy cause it will bother your way

She won't understand
She puts her mind on what she knows
She won't know anything
She won't know everything she knows

I'm sorry for caring for you
I'm sorry
And it hurts, I'm sorry