S u r l y a n g e l ('c',)

love

2010-04-19T15:34:00.001+08:00

if love is such a great thing then why are there are there hearts broken?

why do tears fall?

and why am I so much in pain?

why do I feel alone even if he is just beside me?

was love design to hurt stupid hearts and give false hope?

if that's love, then darn I'd rather be without it!

conflicted.. affected... or afflicted?

2010-02-25T19:46:00.001+08:00

i wanted to tell you the truth friend but i don't know how or where to start. :( should i just let you find out for yourself? or maybe you already knew, i really don't know.

i wish i could tell you to stop hoping. i wish i could tell you to stop wishing but i don't know how tell you that the person you're wishing for, the person you love is interested with someone else. has set loving eyes to someone else. and have shared deeper relationship with that person. i wanted to tell you in a way that you will not be hurt, but i don't know how.

forgive me friend. i love you but i really don't know how to tell you about it all.

i just hope he'd be man enough to stand for what they have, what they've shared. be man enough to be your friend. be man enough to tell you the truth.

She Won't Understand

2007-11-10T08:45:00.000+08:00

Am I boring you out?
Am I disturbing your pace?
Did I break anything on you
That would drip down your sail?
Did I trouble your life?
Did I make you aware?
You've said you know it all
And I do hope you are right

I'll write all the things you are today
And it won't be easy cause it will bother your way

I'm sorry for caring for you
I'm sorry
And it hurts falling for you

She won't understand
She puts her mind on what she knows
She won't know anything
She won't know everything

You are breaking me out
You don't have a chance too see
Your words tear a thousand pieces
And it falls all over me
Can we make up for it?
You wont make up for me
You go on your way
And listen to things that you want to here

I'll write all the things you are today
But it won't be easy cause it will bother your way

She won't understand
She puts her mind on what she knows
She won't know anything
She won't know everything she knows

I'm sorry for caring for you
I'm sorry
And it hurts, I'm sorry

burnout

2007-11-02T03:05:00.000+08:00

So how do you know if you, a loved one, or someone who reports to you is suffering from burnout? Here are the early warning signs.

Chronic fatigue - exhaustion, tiredness, a sense of being physically run down
Anger at those making demands
Self-criticism for putting up with the demands
Cynicism, negativity, and irritability
A sense of being besieged
Exploding easily at seemingly inconsequential things
Frequent headaches and gastrointestinal disturbances
Weight loss or gain
Sleeplessness and depression
Shortness of breath
Suspiciousness
Feelings of helplessness
Increased degree of risk taking

Secret Smile

2007-10-29T05:52:00.000+08:00

Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me

So use it and prove it
Remove this whirling sadness
I'm losing, I'm bluesing
But you can save me from madness

Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me

So save me I'm waiting
I'm needing, hear me pleading
And soothe me, improve me
I'm grieving, I'm barely believing now, now

When you are flying around and around the world
And I'm lying alonely
I know there's something sacred and free reserved
And received by me only

Your Guardian Angel

2007-10-20T18:00:00.000+08:00

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I'm Doing Everything (For You)

2007-10-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

D-d-d-d-d-d-d-Do you ever do a thing or two just to wait?
When you don't have anything to say?
I'll try to take this slow, but I don't know
'Cus I d-d-d-d-d-don't wanna wait for time to look for the folks who try to say
that we "don't know until we're old, 'cus that's how it goes"
but I think I know, oh oh oh oh

Please pick me I'm a terrible mess,
You know I just can't help it and I just gotta confess
You do what you do and I can't ever rest

[Bridge:]
So still I'm gonna do everything,
I'm gonna make it right,
I'm gonna make it good,
I'm gonna do it alright,
I'm gonna write it down,
I'm gonna make a sound... yeah

[Chorus:]
'Cus I'm doing everything for you
because I love to be near to you,
Something just takes me away to a place where I'm happy
I'm doing everything for you
Yeah you know that I adore you
And I just can't take it anymore

Oh! Oh! you know I gotta know, yeah, oh no

So I'll be making up things for you to see
Like romantic lights surrounding Italy
Cause you deserve the very best, and I'll never rest
So I'll be sure to pass that test
And I just smile and say "whoa" cause you just gotta know
That every time you stay it never goes away
It reaches to the stars and shines right through the clouds and lights up this whole world
Bless your heart you've made me happy again
It's been so long and I'm sick of pretending
You've enlighted the brain in my head

[Bridge Repeat]

[Chorus Repeat]

Cause I don't wanna wait for another day cause I can feel this is right
I don't wanna make this go on for too much longer
Cause you've got a ring-less finger and I could go buy a ring right now
Well, actually I don't have money but that's ok
Cause I can figure it out

[Chorus Repeat]

Hey There Delilah

2007-09-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

I cant stop lovin you

2007-09-16T03:58:00.000+08:00

Theres a time and place for everything, for everyone
We can push with all our might, but nothins gonna come
Oh no, nothins gonna change
And if I asked you not to try
Oh could you let it be
I wanna hold you and say
We cant throw this all away
Tell me you wont go, you wont go
Do you have to hear me say

I cant stop lovin you
And no matter what I say or do
You know my heart is true, oh
I cant stop loving you

You change your friends, your place in life
You can change your mind, we can change the way we say
And do anytime
Oh no, but I think youll find
That when you look inside your heart
Oh baby, Ill be there, yeah

Hold on
Im holding on
Baby, just come on, come on, cdome on
I just wanna hear you say

I cant stop lovin you
And no matter what you say or do
You know my heart is true, oh
I cant stop lovin you

Oh, Im so twisted and tied
And all I remember
Was how hard we tried
Only to surrender

And when its over
I know how its gonna be
And true love will never die
No, not fade away

And I cant stop lovin you
No matter what I say or do
You know my heart is true, oh
I cant stop lovin you

And I know what I got to do
Hey ray, what you said is true
I cant stop lovin you, oh
Oh, I cant stop lovin you

Beautiful Girls

2007-09-16T03:55:00.000+08:00

Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

(Repeat Chorus)

Verse 2:
It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)

Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...

Lips Of An Angel

2007-08-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

Difference Between Female and Male Brain

2007-07-26T09:56:00.001+08:00

THE MALE BRAIN

Awake

2007-06-30T16:32:00.000+08:00

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
[Awake Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything

Upside Down

2007-05-26T15:45:00.000+08:00

I’ve been spending some time, thinking i’d be alright
Don’t know if I could really make it tonight
Lie awake in the dark, come down then I start
Thinking about you is almost breaking my heart
I don’t know where I went wrong, or what’s going on
Baby, I fell like our love’s lost tonight
Should I stay, should I go? Well, I really don’t know
Lately I’ve been missing you so

[Refrain]
Baby, you don’t understand our love lies lost
But you’re still holding my hand
Oh and then you walk away
Just tonight, I want you to stay

[Chorus]
You’re turning me on, you turn me around
You turn my whole world upside down

Everytime I hurt you, well it’s hurting me too
Don’t know if I could really stay here tonight
Tired of thinking of you, I never think that you do
Tell me what am I supposed to do
Well, I just wanted to say that I need you today
Tell me it’s all gonna work out alright
I don’t know where I should I start
But with all of my heart
Baby let me be your lover tonight

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]

Oh you know, you turn me upside down
You know, you turn me upside down

[repeat Chorus]

Mr. Brightside

2007-05-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside

Movie

2007-04-25T18:16:00.000+08:00

I Don't Love You

2007-04-17T04:16:00.000+08:00

When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I Melt With You

2007-04-17T04:11:00.000+08:00

Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace

I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you

You should know better
Dream of better lives the kind which never hate
You should see why
Dropped in the state of imaginary grace
You should know better
I made a pilgrimage to save this humans race
You should see why
What I'm comprehending a race that was long gone by

I'll stop the world and melt with you (let's stop the world)
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you

The future's open wide (The future's open wide)
The future's open wide

hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm

I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world
I'll stop the world

Story Of A Girl

2007-04-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her, when she smiles

How many days in the year
She woke up with hope, but she only found tears
Actin' so insincere
Making the promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes
How many days dissapear
You look in the mirror so how do you choose

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls out quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her, when she smiles

How many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this shit day after day
How do we wind up this way
Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearing the clothes of the soles I would choose
How do we get there today
If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls out quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her, when she smiles

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls out quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a girl
Who's pretty face she hid from the world
And while she looked so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her, when she smiles

Wake Up

2007-04-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

'm gonna ride this plane out of your life again
I wish that I could stay, but you argue
More than this I wish, you could've seen my face
In backseats staring out, the window

I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I love you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

I've earned through hope and faith
On the curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever
If morning never comes for either one of us
Then this I pray to you wherever

I'll do anything for you
This story is for you`
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to for you)
I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I loved you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up

The Geography of a man

2007-01-22T01:54:00.000+08:00

THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN

Between 15 and 70 a man is like Sudan - ruled by a dick.

The Geography of a woman

2007-01-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

THE GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN

Between 18 and 20 a woman is like Africa , half
discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile deltas.

Between 21 and 30 a woman is like America , well
developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash.

Between 31 and 35 she is like India , very hot,
relaxed and convinced of her own beauty.

Between 36 and 40 a woman is like France . Gently aging
but still a warm and a very desirable place to visit.

Between 41 and 50 she is like Yugoslavia , lost the
war, haunted by past mistakes. Reconstruction is now necessary.

Between 51 and 60, she is like Russia , very wide and
borders are unpatrolled. The frigid climate keeps people away.

Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Mongolia , with a
glorious and all-conquering past but alas, no future.

After 70, they become Afghanistan . Most everyone
knows where it is, but noone wants to go there.

The way to hapiness

2007-01-19T15:29:00.000+08:00

There is an ancient path
discovered by the Buddhas

To see clearly...
To wish others well...
To speak with wisdom...
To act with integrity...
To work honestly...
To put energy into goodness...
To be mindful always...
and to center the heart in stillness.
This is the way to the end
of all grief, all sorrow, and all fear.
This is the way to happiness.

Happy New Year

2006-12-28T13:04:00.000+08:00

Let us all gather round and cheer,
With a drink of wine or an ice cold beer

Perhaps you're like me and don't drink the swill,
Or your like my grandparents who live on pills.
Maybe this world seems harsh at times,
Or its just that most of us just like to whine.

I'd say that this is a great place to be,
It all depends on how we can see.

True we've had bad things in the past,
But we know in our hearts that these will not last.

If we try our best to be simple and pure,
There's nothing our hopes and dreams cannot cure.

So, I don't know the value this is worth,
But lets all try to be happy and heal Mother Earth!

Happy New Year!

http://www.123newyear.com/newyear-poems/

Merry Christmas

2006-12-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas
by Karen J. Cino

Christmas is a time for giving.
I have so little to give materialistically,
it hurts inside.
What I can give is my vibrant smile,
my laughter and my heart.

Expressing myself does not come easily.
I have tried time and time again
to let the walls around me crumble,
however, it never quite makes it to the ground.

When I see you,
I get a feeling inside that is so hard to describe.
I keep my distance, yet, find,
I can’t seem to get you out of my mind,
no matter how hard I try.

I have waited,
letting fate be my guide,
hoping that someday,
you will hear my heart.

I close my eyes, this Christmas Day,
dreaming you were here with me,
to join in the magic of this most sacred day.

My gift to you is a golden key.
Only you can unlock the door to my heart.

Do Online Fundraising Ideas Work?

2006-10-24T15:32:00.001+08:00

The internet has merged into the fabric of our lives over the last decade and many of the fundamental activities have been taken online. One of them is fundraising. Fundraising has mostly been a community thing till recently but with the relatively recent international calamities such as the Tsunami and Katrina has bought around a huge fundraising exercise online with a large percentage of success.

A decade ago it would have been hard to convince someone to donate online or to expect to raise funds via the internet. The permeation of internet has made this idea come of age and today more and more organizations either big or small are venturing in this direction. What started off as a small effort to get a close knit community to contribute has now become a substantial movement where any organization looking to raise funds for a cause is turning to the internet as a valid forum.

One of the key reasons of success of online fundraising has been the low cost of set up and the vast group of people who can be tapped for requests for contribution. Technology is an excellent enabler for such ideas and today there are companies dedicated to developing solutions for the fundraising industry.

So if your organization is looking for raising funds for a worthy cause and are not sure of how to create interest in it, then you should definitely give online fundraising a chance. Online fundraising does not mean asking someone to contribute just because the money is needed. Instead it can be made fun where a game or a challenge can be marketed and all money received though this channel would be used for the cause in hand. Many a times, it is also possible to get corporate sponsorship for such kind of fundraising ideas.

This Article was taken from:

http://www.fundpenguin.com

My Cubicle

2006-09-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

My job is stupid my day’s a bore,
Inside this office from eight to four
Nothin’ ever happens my life is pretty bland,
Pretending that I’m working, pray I don’t get canned.

My Cubicle, My cubicle
It’s One of Sixty two
It’s my small space in a crowded place
Just a six-by-six foot booth
And I hate it that’s the truth

When I give a sigh as the boss walks by,
no one ever talks to me or looks me in the eye.
And I really should work but instead I just sit here and surf the Internet.

In My Cubicle, My cubicle
It doesn’t have a view.
It’s my small space in a crowded place
I sit in solitude.
And sometimes I sit here nude.

Lyrics by: Morning Sidekick
Performed by: Jym Britton
Parody on “You’re Beautiful” by James Blunt

video test

2006-09-24T07:32:00.000+08:00

I'm Yours

2006-09-16T02:12:00.000+08:00

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

Clint Eastwood

2006-09-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

Oh oh oh oh oh
I ain't happy,
I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but
Not for long
The future is coming on

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional
Mystical? Maybe
Spiritual
Hearable
What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy
Lifeless
To know the definition for what life is
Priceless
For you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gunsmokin' righteous with one token
Psychic among those
Possess you with one go

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Childlike in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child apiece
Every cloud you see
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucking to your lies
Through Russ, though not his muscles but the percussion he provides
with me as a guide
But y'all can see me now cos you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'm gonna stick around with Russ and be a mentor
Bust a few rhymes so mother fuckers
Remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless
Feelings, sensations that you thought were dead
No squealing, remember
(that it's all in your head)

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future

You Get What You Give Lyrics

2006-09-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

Wake up kids
We've got the dreamers disease
Age 14 we got you down on your knees
So polite, you're busy still saying please
Fri - enemies, who when you're down ain't your friend
Every night we smash their Mercedes - Benz
First we run and then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
And you cannot find the light
If you feel your dream is dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget you only get what you give
Four a. m. we ran a miracle mile
Were flat broke but hey we do it in style
The bad rich
God's flying in for your trial

This whole damn world can fall apart
You'll be ok follow your heart
You're in harms way
I'm right behind
Now say youre mine

Fly high
What's real can't die
You only get what you give
Just dont be afraid to leave
Health insurance rip off lying FDA big bankers buying
Fake computer crashes dining
Cloning while they're multiplying
Fashion mag shoots
With the aid of 8 dust brothers Beck, Hanson
Courtney Love and Marilyn Manson
You're all fakes
Run to your mansions
Come around
We'll kick your ass in!
Don't let go
One dance left

{unsaid lyrics from liner}
Championed by a soulless media misleading
People unaware they're bleeding
No one with a brain is believing
It's so sad you lost the meaning
Never knew it anyway
Human natures so predictable
I'm a fool to do your dirty work whoa, whoa

Someday Well Know

2006-09-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving I don't know why
So many questions I need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind

What ever happened to Emilia Airheart
Who holds stars up in the sky
It's true love just once in a lifetime
Till the captain of the Titanic cry

Someday we'll know if love could move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Altantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I'm straighten by the place that I met you
For the ninety-seventh time ... tonite

Someday we'll know if love could move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you

Yea yea yeah yeah

Someday we'll know why Samson loved Dilaila
One day I'll go dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me ... tonite

Someday we'll know if love could move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you

Yea yea yeah yeah

Someday we'll know why Samson loved Dilaila
One day I'll go dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you

You´re Beautiful

2006-08-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

My life is
brilliant.

My life is brilliant
My love is
pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She
smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause
I've got a plan.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's
true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I
don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be
with you.

Yes, she caught my eye,
As we walked
on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F***ing
high,
And I don't think that I'll see her
again,
But we shared a moment that will last 'till the
end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in
a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

La la la
la la la la la la

You're beautiful. You're
beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she
thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to
face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Iron Hymen

2006-08-16T16:29:00.000+08:00

- By Mrs. George W. Bush

"Take it from me, girls – there's no good reason to rush into S-E-X. That's why I hope these scientific facts help you choose abstinence, so you need never know the heartbreak of being trapped in a loveless marriage just because you drank too many margaritas one night and gave up your honey pot to a pushy young cokehead from a so-called 'good family.'"

Unlike your girly privates, which are internal, boy privates are external. God knew that nobody wanted to see all our lady mess, so He pushed everything up inside you. What in tarnation He was thinking when he came up with that nasty, dangling, squishy flesh on boys beats the heck out of me, but I suspect it was so it would be easier for Him to keep an eye on what they're up to. Because trust me: that grotesque grab bag of horror and disappointment is always up to something, gals.

Boy privates are often said to resemble hot dogs, although if you ask me, the ones I've seen always called to mind something like those cute little Austrian cocktail weenies they sell 8 to a can. But I think famed author Lynne Cheney described the male unmentionable best when she recalled recoiling at "an old Frankenstein's monster bratwurst that looked like it had rolled under the couch for a month and got covered in dust bunnies and would make you spit up if you even so much as halfheartedly nibbled the tip of it."

Though erotically sensitive just like girl nipples, boy nipples are NOT privates – yet. But my husband and I are working hard to instill a sense of sexualized body shame so acute, that one day soon boys will learn that their nipples are dirty little things that will get them – just like you! – arrested when they strut around topless at Myrtle Beach. America is not some big, old licentious San Tropez and it's time all of you out there realized it!

The stuff that comes out of boys every time they use you has as many calories as seven whole pints of Häagen-Dazs. That's why all the girls who do "it" always get so fat and ugly and have that ulcerated skin that screams to everyone in church, "I am an insatiable slut!"

While almost all American boys have human-looking privates, most foreign boys have privates like German Shepherds or half-open tubes of Max Factor lipstick.

Because boys use the business end of their privates as a pipe for going number one, touching it is pretty much the same as taking a bath in a Mexican's toilet.

If you play your cards right, the revolting little wrinkled purse part of boy privates is something a Christian lady can go throughout her entire life without ever seeing. But knowing where it is can come in mighty handy when called upon to give a "not until marriage" warning kick.

When a boy's disgusting private goes inside of a girl's shameful unmentionable, there is a serious risk of it breaking off and causing excruciating pain while it travels throughout your body like a giant trichinosis worm.

Up until the moment in your wedding when he says "I do," a boy's privates sport a treacherous spine of jagged scales, which may or may not secrete acid and weapons-grade anthrax – for which, apparently, only Ann Coulter has developed the antibodies.

God designed a boy's privates as part sword, part battering-ram, to joyously stab and hammer you with on the magical night you begin your life-long tethering to the man who'll liberate you from the drudgery of ever having to make your own decisions – except when to have a headache or give an "I don't like this" bite.

Wonderboy

2006-08-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

High above the mucky-muck, castle made of clouds,
There sits Wonderboy, sitting oh so proudly.
Not much to say when you're high above the mucky-muck.
Yeah, yeah.
Wonderboy, what is the secret of your power?
Wonderboy, won't you take me far away from the mucky-muck now?

Now it's time for me to tell you about Young Nastyman,
archrival and nemesis of Wonderboy, with powers comparable to Wonderboy.
What powers you ask? I dunno how 'bout the power of flight?
That do anything for ya? That's levitation, holmes.
How 'bout the power to kill a yak from 200 yards away...
with mind bullets! That's telekinesis, Kyle.
How 'bout the power to move you?

History of Wonderboy and Young Nastyman,
Riggah-goo-goo, riggah-goo-goo.
A secret to be told, a gold chest to be bold,
And blasting forth with three-part harmony, yeow!
Wonderboy, what is the secret of your power?
Wonderboy, won't you take me far away from the mucky-muck now?

Well, Wonderboy and Young Nastyman joined forces;
they formed a band the likes of which have never been seen,
and they called themselves Tenacious D. That's right,

Me! And KG!
[KG (spoken):] That's me.

We're now Tenacious D!
Come fly with me, fly!

Wonderboy, what is the secret of your power?
Wonderboy, won't you take me far away from the mucky-muck now,
Oh!

Take my hand!
Young Nastyman, and we'll fly!
Bring out your broadsword.
There's the hydra.
Slice his throat!
And grab his scroat.
You take the high road,
I'll take the low.
There, the crevasse,
Fill it with your mighty juice.

-Tenacious D

Tribute

2006-08-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

This is the greatest and best song in the world... Tribute.

Long time ago me and my brother Kyle here,
we was hitchhikin' down a long and lonesome road.
All of a sudden, there shined a shiny demon... in the middle... of the road.
And he said:

"Play the best song in the world, or I'll eat your soul." (soul)

Well me and Kyle, we looked at each other,
and we each said... "Okay."

And we played the first thing that came to our heads,
Just so happened to be,
The Best Song in the World, it was The Best Song in the World.

Look into my eyes and it's easy to see
One and one make two, two and one make three,
It was destiny.
Once every hundred-thousand years or so,
When the sun doth shine and the moon doth glow
And the grass doth grow...

Needless to say, the beast was stunned.
Whip-crack went his Whoopy tail,
And the beast was done.
He asked us: "(snort) Be you angels?"
And we said, "Nay. We are but men."
Rock!
Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh-ah-ah,
Ohhh, whoah, ah-whoah-oh!

This is not The Greatest Song in the World, no.
This is just a tribute.
Couldn't remember The Greatest Song in the World, no, no.
This is a tribute, oh, to The Greatest Song in the World,
All right! It was The Greatest Song in the World,
All right! It was the best muthafuckin' song the greatest song in the world.

And the peculiar thing is this my friends:
the song we sang on that fateful night it didn't actually sound
anything like this song.

This is just a tribute! You gotta believe it!
And I wish you were there! Just a matter of opinion.
Ah, fuck! Good God, God lovin',
So surprised to find you can't stop it.

All right! All right!

-Tenacious D

Follow Me

2006-07-25T11:59:00.000+08:00

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you
I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin'

Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear
Cuz as long as no one knows than nobody can care
You're feelin' guilty and I'm well aware
But you don't look ashamed and baby I'm not scared
I'm singin'

Won't give you money
I can't give you the sky
You're better off if you don't ask why
I'm not the reason that you go astray and
We'll be all right if you don't ask me to stay

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you
I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin'

Imagine

2006-05-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Mother's Pride

2006-03-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

If it's a boy you're looking for
not just an ordinary boy,
ask any mother she'll say
you'll have no trouble today
just look around and ask for a DeMolay

They go about just doing good
they're always in a very fine mood,
you'll find them courteous and kind,
so clean in body and mind,
this special boy you see is called a DeMolay.

He loves his mom. he loves his dad.
He loves his country and above all, he loves his God.
All womanhood he gives respect
and a helping hand is ready to extend.

So look around and ask today
this special boy who'll help and say:
For God, country and moms
and dads and everyone.
We're all so happy that we joined
DeMolay!

87 years of brotherhood

2006-03-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

Happy 87th anniversary to the DeMolay!!!!

What is DeMolay?

DeMolay is an organization dedicated to preparing young men to lead successful, happy, and productive lives. Basing its approach on timeless principles and practical, hands-on experience, DeMolay opens doors for young men aged 12 to 21 by developing the civic awareness, personal responsibility and leadership skills so vitally needed in society today. DeMolay combines this serious mission with a fun approach that builds important bonds of friendship among members in more than 1,000 chapters worldwide.

DeMolay alumni include Walt Disney, John Wayne, Walter Cronkite, football Hall-of-Famer Fran Tarkenton, legendary Nebraska football coach Tom Osborne, news anchor David Goodnow and many others. Each has spoken eloquently of the life-changing benefit gained from their involvement in DeMolay.

from Clyde (Lapu-Lapu Chapter, Philippines)

Forever

2006-03-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

Forever
The Ambassadors

I may burn out like a candle
And i may pass away
I may fall just like a shooting star
My heart will stay
I'll be yours until forever
Forever i'll be true
To the promise i have made
From the day that i found you

Forever you're in my heart
Even if we're apart
I say forever i'll be yours
Forever i love you
I say forever i'll be yours
Forever i love you
My love will never fade away
Even if i die
And i will love you
Until the end of time
Even without your smile
So hear me please
I beg you

Dont walk away i need you
To stay with me and be
By my side
Hold my hand
And we'll work it out
Until...

Forever i'll be yours
Forever i love you
I say forever i'll be yours
Forever i'll be true
My love will never fade away
Even if i die
And i will love you until
The end of time
Even without your smile
So hear me please
I beg you to stay...

mushy... for my clyde

2006-02-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

i am confident
cause i know you believe in me
i am brave
cause i know you'll cushion my every fall
i am wise
cause i learned a lot from you
i am happy
cause i found you... :-)

i know this is really cheesy, but hey! who cares? and besides it's valentine's day and so i have all the right to be mushy. hehehe
anyways, i just wanna remind you, clyde (again! hahaha) that i love sharing and spending my life with you and that's all that matters to me now. and though life can be rough sometimes i know i can still smile and say "i'm fine!," coz i know i have you here to help me get thru it all...

i love you and happy puso,mahal!

Beautiful Eyesore

2006-01-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Artist: Gaucho
Album: Island Riddims
Song: Beautiful Eyesore

Intro: G C9 D
The Whole Song : G C9/G7 D

You are the noise in the night
A butterfly in flight
the solitary fatal sting
the sunrise in the morning
Pain in my ass
The dew on the grass
*Cake On the kitchen floor

Youre my beautiful eyesore
Youre my beautiful eyesore

You are the garbage in the park
A match in the dark
A pothole in the landing strip
A vacancy in a crowded jeep
Frozen blood in the freezer
Spare *jeans to a beggar
Oil to a rusty door

Youre my beautiful eyesore
Youre my beautiful eyesore

You are the *thinking in the courtroom
A golden-topped mushroom
A silence on the other line
March with some sunshine
A *golden tooth, and a great white
A blind man's first sight

Do I need to say some more
Do I need to say some more

Youre my beautiful eyesore
Youre my beautiful beautiful beautiful eyesore

Now when I wake up in the afternoon
All I think about is you
Walking my way to the bathroom
And the *jeepney too
You know all them crazy things I do them for you
Try to hypnotize me
But it just wont do
I know I sound silly
Flowing with this tune
But I guess you better listen
Cos weve only got till june

Its been a long time
Since I answered you
And I hope that I could buy some time to be
with you

wedding picture

2006-01-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

me, latest picture during my aunt's wedding.

Flower Talk....nice

2006-01-02T05:48:00.000+08:00

My boyfriend is a DeMolay and i was able to read this, one of their public ceremonies dedicated to mothers. Nice, Anyways, here it is:

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My brothers, you have just been permitted to take upon yourselves the name of one of the world's most heroic knightly figures. Now you can say, "I am a DeMolay." To be deemed worthy of the privilege of entering into the comradeship of that great army of youth both here and abroad who have dedicated themselves to the ideals of Jacques DeMolay, demonstrates our confidence that the fineness of your purposes will guide your development into the highest type of manhood. To be accepted as a DeMolay is, therefore, an honor of which any young man can be justly proud.

In being received into our ranks, you have been instructed in the seven cardinal virtues of this great Order. We hope you have been deeply impressed with the lessons they teach. There is no better foundation on which to build your character and future life than the practice of these virtues. The Order of DeMolay teaches many beautiful lessons, but none is more important than honor and true respect for womanhood, and more especially for motherhood. It is fitting, therefore, that you have been called upon to stand again before this altar in a few moments of special emphasis upon the virtue which has been given first place among the jewels adorning the Crown of Youth: Filial Love.

For my purpose now, this altar is dedicated to our mothers, whose love never fails. You may rise to positions of great influence in commercial, political, or professional life, but you can never reach the heights of your mother's secret hopes for you. You may sink into the lowest depths of infamy and degradation, but never below the reach of her love. The memory of it will always stir your heart. There is no man so entirely base, so completely vile, so utterly low, that he does not hold in his heart a shrine sacred and apart for the memory of his mother's love.

Were I to draw you a picture of love divine,
it would not be that of a stately Angel,
With a form that is full of grace.
But a tired and toil worn mother
With a grave and tender face.

It was your mother who loved you before you were born--who carried you for long months close to her heart and in the fullness of time took God's hand in hers and passed through the valley of shadows to give you life. It was she who cared for you during the helpless years of infancy and the scarcely less dependent years of childhood. As you have grown less dependent, she has done the countless, thoughtful, trouble-healing, helpful and encouraging things which somehow only mothers seem to know how to do. You may have accepted these
attentions more or less as matters of course, and perhaps without conscious gratitude or any expression of your appreciation. You are rapidly approaching the time in life when you will be entirely independent of your mother. The ties with which dependency has bound you to her may be severed as you grow older, but the tie of mother-love can never be broken.
Thinking back upon the years of your life when you have reached the threshold of manhood, your mother might well say in the words of the poet:

My body fed your body, son,
But birth's a swift thing
Compared to one and twenty years
Of feeding you with spirit's tears.
I could not make your mind and soul,
But my glad hands have kept you whole.
Your groping hands
Bound me to life with ruthless bands.
And all my living became a prayer,
While all my days built up a stair
For your young feet that trod behind
That you an aspiring way should find.
Think you that life can give you pain
Which does not stab in me again?
Think you that life can give you shame
Which does not make my pride go lame?
And you can do no evil thing
Which sears not me with poisoned sting.
Because of all that I have done,
Remember me in life, O son.
Keep that proud body fine and fair.
My life is monumented there.
For my life make no woman weep,
For my life hold no woman cheap.
And see you give no woman scorn
For that dark night when you were born.

These flowers which you see on our altar are symbols of that mother love. The white, the love of the mother who is gone. And the red, the mother who still lives to bless your life.

Far in the dim recesses of her heart
Where all is hushed and still,
She keeps a shrine.
'Tis here she kneels in prayer
While from above long shafts of light upon her shine.
Her heart is flower fragrant as she prays.
Aquiver like a candle flame,
Each prayer takes wing
To bless the world she works among,
To leave the radiance of the candles there.

We want each of you to take a flower from the altar. If your mother has passed over to the other shore, you will choose a white flower and keep it always sacred to her memory. May the sight of it always quicken every tender memory of her and strengthen you anew in your efforts to be worthy of her hopes and aspirations for you. If your mother is living, you will choose a red flower. When you go home tonight, give it to your mother. Tell her it is our recognition of God's best gift to a man: his mother's love. Take her in your arms and say, "Mother, I've learned a great lesson tonight. The ceremonies have helped me realize more fully how much you really mean to me. I'm going to try to show you daily how much I appreciate the sacrifices you have made and the love and care you give me."

Someday you'll find that flower, I know not where, perhaps in her Bible or prayer book or some other sacred place, a silent witness to what this night has meant to the one whose love for you, her son, is beyond the comprehension of any son. My brothers each of you will please take a red or white flower from the altar.

DeMolay can ask no more of you than that you shall endeavor so to live as to be worthy of your mother's love.

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Paradise chilin...

2005-12-24T04:27:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken on our island hoping trip to Doong and Mambacayao, islands to remember.

The trip took about a total of 6 hours from the main city. about 4 hours bus ride and about 2 hours boat ride, true, its very energy consuming, considering the gears we brought: skim board,snorkeling gear,camping gear, and all that stuff... but the juice was worth the squeeze..we had fun, saw beautiful scenery, great people and everything was worth it!!!

and i would like to thank "San Isidro Parish/Parishoners" Doong, Island, the fiesta (talk about fresh seafood,yummy) was great, hope we can come back again next year and also to the people of Mambacayao Island for the wondeful accomodation and hospitability given to us.

i also would like to thank the people i had a drinking session with, manong, manang and the rest of the compnay, i was'nt able to get your names but thank you for your kindness and info on pumpboats, even though the beer is'nt cold, its the time shared that counts.

God Bless you all!!!

for more pictures click here

thoughts

2005-12-22T18:00:00.000+08:00

have you ever try riding on a bus for 3 long hours? that's how far I have to travel just to be at my hometown, Bogo. But I'm not complaining about the long hours spent sitting on a bus, truth is I kinda like the idea of traveling. Asking why?
it's because when I'm traveling a long distance and specially if I'm alone, it seems that thoughts came rushing through my mind... Thoughts that are worth to be posted. Like the ones I had when I went back home...But I've forgotten it completely. It was such a shame that I didn't jot it down. Anyways...

the first time I went back to Bogo last May, after a year of no communication from my relatives there, it was then I found out that my favorite aunt, Tita charmel as I fondly call her, is getting married. The idea that she is getting married didn't bother me at first. It was when I get to talk to her in person, that was November of this year, that the realization hit me! She is really getting married..And it's not just a family joke!

my Tita charmel, at 33 is finally tying the knot with a family friend. When I went home to my apartment after we chatted that day, I ran straight to my room and cried all night..No I didn't cry because I wanna get marry too...hehehe it's the feeling of not wanting to share someone I love so dearly to someone else..Yes, I am stupid and selfish, but she was single for such a long time and she hasn't introduce us to any boyfriend of hers, if there was any. And tita is somebody I look up to all these years..I basically grew up with more time with her than my mom. And she became more like my friend, my confidante than just my tita..She has influenced me a lot in so many things and we both share the passion for writing.. I love her damn much that I would never want her love someone else but me.. I want her all by myself...

but I know that she's got her life to live. And that sooner or later I'm getting married too, myself...And that in this life we should set things and people free. And so I'm setting her free and wishing her lots of love to her family. My congratulations to her and her husband Ulysses..They got married last December 17,2005.

I know that even if she is married she'd still love me the way she always do.

sigh...

2005-12-09T06:38:00.000+08:00

been busy these past few days..preparing for my aunt's wedding..all the hassles.., i just moved out to a new apartment or i dont know what should i call it apartment or house, whatever...looking for a new job, helping my friend watch his baby boy and yesterday we went out looking for a 2nd hand computer for a friend of mine.

after this i think i need a vacation.

23rd SEA games

2005-11-25T06:34:00.000+08:00

Go team Philippines!!!

anyways, it seems that the Official Site of 23rd SEA Games is down:

http://www.2005seagames.com.ph/

Directory Listing Denied
This Virtual Directory does not allow contents to be listed.

and to think today is the opening ceremony. I just hope that petty thieves and robbers will stay our of trouble especialy to the tourist. They may destroy our country's name since we are hosting this big event. Anyways, Go team Philippines.

“unsent”

2005-11-23T04:54:00.000+08:00

The day you walk out of my life I was crying so hard it’d hurt if I should ever stop. I was sure you’d leave and never come back, but for so long I made myself believe that it was just one of our so called “L Qs” and things will eventually fall to its place again. I kept denying to myself the blunt truth that you’re gone…that I am alone and there’s no turning back. Maybe because I couldn’t catch up to how sudden it happens or maybe because I am too much attached to the promises and dreams we’ve made for each other. Was I still living in our fantasy world? A world created in our minds, of how we wanted it to be…maybe…
But it was there right in front of me the truth that you’re gone. Now I believe I have gotten over you. Now it’s been so long since you left and now I guess it’s safe for me to say that I’m used to living without you. Now, that you’re gone. But still I don’t know if I should be glad because you’re not going to make me feel that pain again, I will never again feel beaten and betrayed or feel sad for I will never again hear you whisper in my ear, I will never again feel you in my arms and there will be no more looking into your eyes.

Gugmang gi-atay

2005-11-21T07:38:00.000+08:00

I heard this song on the radio a few days ago and I have been searching for its lyrics. It’s a nice song in my native tongue (bisaya). Anyways, for those who can understand here is the lyrics, I’m not sure if it’s accurate though. For the tabs, visit the site provided below.

Gugmang Giatay
BY: ambassadors

kung ikaw masayud
paminawon mo
kay kung pananglit
lang iran mo
mga panun-paw pasalig ko
kung ugaling kalit kang mubiya
di ko kapugngan akong(?) mga luha
kay ikaw akong himaya
handumon ko matag karun ug unya
ikaw ang langit ug yuta ako pinangga .. ahhh

oh lahh. aahhhh

2x
unya mihabol(?) ang kangitngit
na giduyugan sa ulan
ug sa kalit lng nahanaw
ang bidlisiw sa adlaw

CHORUS
oh kahayag sa imong panagway
nga naulipon sa gugmang giatay
inday paminawa kabos kong gugma
nga kanimo akong igasa
dili ko man mahatag ang tanang bahandi
'ning kalibutan apan inday unya intawon
hinaot na naulipon sa gugmang giatay
ohhhh ....

Source: http://www.911tabs.com/link/?2244053

Nuestra Señora de Regla

2005-11-21T06:22:00.000+08:00

Happy fiesta, Nuestra Señora de Regla, Lapu-lapu ( Opon or shall I call it Mactan) city parish. The food, the people and of course the drinks were great, and now time to finish of with the leftovers. But before that, time to dig in some history so that we will have a little background of our beloved patron saint…

The Nuestra Señora de Regla, the image of the blessed Virgin in black holding a black Sto. Niño in her arms, is the patron saint of Opon. The two-and-half-feet high icon has a black face with curly, black hair flowing down her shoulders. The Lady is enshrined in the sacristy of the Virgin of the Rule church which was built by the Mission of the Sacred Heart in 1890. On her feast day in November, many devotees and pilgrims from all over the country come to pay their respects to her, ask for favors, seek for her blessings. During her procession on the feast day, the fresh flowers at her feet are said to be miraculous, healing any wound and able to bring luck.

The original icon of the Black Virgin is in the church of Chipiona. It was the one ordered to be made by St. Augustine, the Bishop of Hippo who died in 430 AD. The choice of the icon’s color is to liken it to the black skin of the Bishop’s parishioners, the people of Tagaste in Africa.

The Black Virgin’s fame was already widespread in Europe when Fr. Francisco Avalle, a Spanish friar during the Spanish rule in the country, showed her picture to the natives of Opon. And soon enough, Opon natives began to tell their own tale of the Virgin’s healing and miracles. And so, from one generation to another, tales of the miracles of the Black Virgin have increased. The native’s faith in the Lady grew all the more especially when a drought (sparing only Opon) visited the other islands, and when a huge swarm of insects refrained from attacking their crops when a novena was said to her. These events led the natives of Opon to make an icon of the Virgin, like the original one enshrined in the church of Chipiona.

Source: http://www.ngkhai.com/pointcebu/culture/church/regla.htm

Although there was heavy traffic, the effort was worth the fun.

another new blog

2005-11-19T06:09:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... I wonder how many blogs are made in a single day, probably thousands or even millions. Well, might as well join in.

First and foremost, I believe I have to introduce myself; I’m Meckay, 23 years old. I’m not really on to internet related stuff but I got a few friends addicted to the net. I believe I have a lot to say about life since at my age I have already experienced a lot, I’m from a broken family, a relationship that didn’t work, living in a 3^rd world country but miserable as it is, life goes on and that’s just the way it is…we just have to bring the best out of it.

Right now I’m trying to be happy with my new moronic boyfriend. I enjoy his company although sometimes or shall I say often times I lose my temper with his I don’t know, idiotic personality. I love to read and compose (I think I will be publishing my compositions here if I’d get proper hmmm… motivation so to speak???), sing (privately of course) and dance (remembers high days, sigh)...

I’m the kind of person that values friendship and I hope I could meet new friends around the world through this blog and learn from them new stuff from different cultures and languages, history and all.

Why surlyangel? Hmmmm… it was suppose to be “sadangel” or “thesadangel” since that’s what my boyfriend told me what I am, a sad angel. But I can’t register it; the site says: Sorry, this blog address is not available. It took me a while to think a name for my blog but I just thought I might as well use my email address which I have been using for years already, name problem solved.

What else? I’m currently jobless, so hard to look for a job these days.. sigh

I'd like to welcome you all to my small spot in the internet.

My life, my blog, our world… Welcome to surlyangel.blogspot.com